Notes from Steve
I ran over semi tire debris on the interstate. Yes, I was paying attention and going the speed limit, but someone was passing me and made it impossible to miss. The dashboard says “Service IMMEDIATELY”. Sigh. I hope it was worth it for the driver to pass … Ok, so this is a lesson. Do I feel the need to budge or speak over someone, or run into a restaurant ahead of other people so I’ll get a table before them*? Yes, to all of them. So - I can’t complain about others until I clean up my own selfish behavior. (Steve - “Thank you, God, for giving me the example of ruining my air suspension to help cure my selfishness.”)
My new favorite food over Doritos** are organic Honeycrisp apples. They are amazing and good for me. I used to tell people that my current diet was “if it tasted good; spit it out” because the food you were eating was probably bad for you. These apples are good, though. (I’m trying to think of other examples of good healthy food … “good” meaning I’ll eat it and enjoy it. As of right now - the list is short.)
If (and I suppose “when”) I change my behavior and become nice all the time and start eating right - I don’t think I’ll be able to stand myself. However, it’s a worthy goal. Someone called me and said that they’d be interested in my house when I retire. That made me think of all the things in the house that need to be fixed up or changed that I just live with. (I’ve been in that house 24 years.) Same with me and my personal goals. I guess I’d rather have possession of something that needs a few tweaks to improve as opposed to perfection because perfection is boring. Long live “the work in progress”.
*I unfortunately do this all the time. I need to stop.
**The new sriracha ones are fantastic, btw.