Notes from Steve
I told Jordan I broke my toe. I don’t think I did, but it does hurt. I look at it and wiggle it, and it doesn’t seem broken, but who knows. It’s probably gout. (I need to watch my intake of anchovies according to Google.) Last week, I was worried that my eyelids had become droopy, and I was going to slip into darkness while driving on the interstate. I blame the recent time change and the onset of winter. Nothing good happens from November to the beginning of March. (I realize the Christmas lovers will have a fit with this, and I don’t care.)
My friend gave me a journal last week for my birthday, and I think I'll use it to track the good things I’ve done for myself. Exercise, eating decently, meditation, sleep, good list keeping* -- reminders that I have done good stuff. When I start bah humbugging and boo hoo-ing life, I’ll journal a “Steve appreciation thread” and it’ll be like a nice warm hug.**
My friend just sent me a TikTok extolling the virtues of Scotcharoo Ice Cream. Brilliant. Small things like this are the good things I need to get through the winter. Also, I moved my furniture around yesterday. It really doesn’t take much to re-appreciate the beauty in life …
*… I was mortified to learn that Alexa keeps a vocal log of whenever I talk to it. This is not something I want discovered after I die, because I yell at it a lot and it’s all recorded.
**Don’t hug me, I’m not a hugger.
